NEWS – A Fresh Idea

Hey Everyone,

This is iHawku here bring you some new’s coming your way on a major idea I have.

News Update – 4/30/2015


Yes, That’s right. I am thinking of starting up a podcast that is raw and unfiltered.

My Goal:

I want to bring to all of you something Fun, Entertaining, and something more personal. I want to make a podcast that everyone will enjoy listening to on any topic. My goal is not to have you listening for a half hour long but more like 10 to 15 mins per episode. I want to leave you all feeling great, not bored. So I plan on having guest for the show with me as your host where we talk about idea’s and topics about anything you want to hear about. I want to Engage all of you in the episodes by reading your comment’s and/or your idea’s, because in the end this isn’t just for me but for all of you as well.

You are all like family to me and I want to get you involved in anyway possible. I want to hear from you and I want to bring anyone on the show that wants to have fun and to be proud of being apart of everything I do. So please don’t be shy and/or think I don’t listen because I do and I would love to listen to all of you on your idea’s or topics.

I want to hear from all of you so please drop me an email @

Drop a Like on my facebook page and have your comment’s in my next video,blog, and podcast so please click the link

Also please hit that subscribe button on Youtube and you might just see you positive comments hit the shout out mark at the end of my videos which will be a new feature once I get my new microphone. Link to Youtube:

Thank you all for reading.

iHawku saying “Have a great day and I can’t wait to hear from you, my family.”


Very Special Feature – 4/27/2015

Very Special Feature

Author: Thomas Thayer aka iHawku

Hello Lotus Familie,

Welcome to a very special feature that I planned for a couple/Friends I know. I had planned this for Saturday and for reason I explained in a earlier post I didn’t get it done so I Decided to do it now and I hope everyone likes it as well as the 2 people I am featuring in it as well.

So without Further a due, I give you the very first special edition of our Feature’s. Hope you all enjoy this as much as I enjoyed writing it.

Jen Collins & Kirti Patel


In this edition, I am happy to be featuring a very inspiring couple as well as a great friends.

I have known Kirti Patel since around middle school/High school. For everyone that knows him, he is a very great friend to have as he supports and helps to fullest to everyone he consider’s his friend. I have to be honest I don’t know much of Jen Collins because unlike most people, I haven’t kept in touch with Kirti and I wish I did because from everything I read about Jen is that she’s an amazing person and helps out everyone she meets. I feel horrible about that because Kirti is a great guy who has found a great woman like Jen Collins who Kirti now says she is his everything, she is the love of his life.

Everyone’s comments about them are so positive and so strong that they, Themselves have inspired many out there that true love is real. In true love is loving someone unconditionally and giving each other your whole heart in return for their’s. That is what exactly what Jen Collins & Kirti Patel have with each other and I for one knows what that feel’s like since I to have found the love of my life. I know what it feels like and it’s great to see others like Jen & Kirti find that true love to inspire others to go out there and find it.

What everyone who read’s this might not know though is Jen Collins was recently diagnosed with myeloid leukemia at age 25. She just recently this month got done with her first round of chemotherapy and might need a bone marrow transplant. My friend Kirti has been by her side every step of the way through all of this and I can’t even imagine how hard this has been for both Jen & Kirti. I have been trying to find ways to help them the best way I can but it’s hard because I am between jobs and I live a couple hours away from them. So I have been posting everything I can to help them and that’s pretty much everything I can do for such a strong couple that I know.

I call them a strong couple for the fact that neither of them have let the situation to get them both down and both have been very positive on the whole thing because trust me when I say it could be very easy for anyone to become very depressed and I know some people have become very depressed with minor situations and what Jen & Kirti are going through is a MAJOR situation.

So I wanted to make this post very special for them as I want to help them stay positive and that all of us in my family are behind them every step of the way.

If anyone would like to help, they have a fundraiser going since Jen has not been to work for almost a whole month and they could really use the help from everyone. So check out the link below, you won’t regret it and share it around if you would as a request from me. Here is the link ——>

So Jen Collins & Kirti Patel, this is for both of you. Who inspire us that true love is real and who inspire to always be strong because you never what life will throw at you.

——————So without further a due, Here’s a Song that should inspire everyone who reads this and I hope it Inspires Jen Collins & Kirti Patel to keep the positive vibe up and that I am truly happy to be standing behind such great people.

Song: I Caught Fire     Artist: The Used

In Closing…….

I would like to end this on the very important message that I want to Inspire you all with. Life is too Short, Never let go of the ones you love because you never know when your last moment with them is coming.

iHawku saying “Have a great day today and Please hug your loved ones & Never let them go. Be safe out there Family. I will catch you all the next time we visit.” ~.^

Sorry 2 all my Lotus Familie

I am truly sorry….

I didn’t get a Saturday Feature done this weekend. I got caught up in trying to promote myself further. I did a live stream and then totally lost track of time and then ended up forgetting all together and I wanted to do something very special for a friend of mine who’s girlfriend is going through treatment for Leukemia and going through some songs to try to find something that both of them will really like and I think I found one but you guys won’t know until later when I write the post.

So anyways I want to say sorry to everyone who supports me and looks at all my blog post.


In Closing….

I am sorry and hope you all forgive me. On Friday, I was kind of discouraged because I work hard for this and started alittle bit after my friend did and I forgot the golden rule of an business in life and that is to not worry what others are doing and not to focus on how well others are doing and how bad your doing because going down that path only keeps making things worst for you and I forgot that this weekend.

This is very hard for me to admit to everyone cause I try to be so positive and I kind of fell in a dark hole this weekend but with the help of the love of my life Candi and some friends. That I just have to keep at it and not worry what everyone else is doing because it’s hard to climb out of that hole once you fall down into it.

So this the first sight of me being at my most personal and I always want to be honest and humble to all of you that support me and Thanks for sticking with me. I appreciate it everyone from the bottom of my heart.

iHawku saying “Have a great morning and hope you all a wonderful week. Be safe my family.”

Join The Lotus Familie


Join The Lotus Familie

This is my brand that I present to all of you who support me in anyway shape or form.

Our Goal:

The Goal of the Brand is to help Inspire others, to be a positive force in this world, to Motivate those to chase their dreams, A place we can come together in for family and peace, A Brand we can all identify with not just myself.


I need your help in bring this brand forward and to help me show others that we are not just a community but a family. So please help in sharing this brand with anyone you want. Because this isn’t just my, it’s your brand too.

In Conclusion:

I chose the name “Lotus Familie.” because Lotus is represented as Peace and Familie is well the word for family in german. Because that is the target to Promote Peace & Family.

So I hope that help’s explain everything about the brand as its meant to be straight forward and to the point in a Simple way with a Simple message. Please help share this me and let’s build this together because I do need Everyone’s help and I’m not Scared to admit it.

Join the Lotus Familie Today and Become more than just a follower but a family member.

Tuesday Update – 4/21/2015

Hello #LotusFamilie

I am iHawku, here to bring you a Tuesday Update for 4/21/2015 that you can only find here ~.^

Feeling Refreshed and Renewed……

Today, I am feeling refreshed and renewed because yesterday was one of my first long streams I have ever done. It made me feel great and I am feeling more & more comfortable everyday and with that includes feeling better about editing and making videos as well.

I know I have not been uploading daily but I think now I’m doing better with it and I feel more confident about doing this and I do owe it to my fiancee and the rest of my #LotusFamilie that I consist of Family, Friends and Fans.

I know I just started this Lotus Familie but I wanted to start a brand that would be focused towards all those who believe in me and support me and stand behind me. I made it because I honor family and peace. Family never has to be blood related but rather I think of family of those deep bonds we hold so dearly to us and that’s what this brand is all about.

The Brand #LotusFamilie isn’t just about me but all of us and I consider anyone who read’s these to be apart of this family and apart of me which I honor every single day will honor it every day you all support me.

I will always aim to be a better and greater person and that growth will never stop because to stop growing is to stop living and I love life and all it’s beauty. There may be negative forces in the world and I can’t stop all of that but I can inspire and bring a little ounce of positive force to everyone I can reach and to everyone who are looking for it.

Update on Current State of Content:

I happy to announce that I am working on video’s to bring you all daily and will do a better job of bring content to you all daily.

As we speak, I am rendering a video right now but my computer sucks at rendering lol so it take 2 hours per video to render at 720p and if anyone wants to help me out I can always setup a donation link but that would be all up to you guys so please down below tell me what you guys are hoping to see and if you have anything else you want to say I welcome and encourage to hear from all of you.

Thank You all #LotusFamilie for reading and as always…….

iHawku saying ” Have a Wonderful Night and I will see you later.” ^.^