Tuesday Update – 4/28/2015


Hey Everyone,

That’s right its your Tuesday Update Coming at you on time and up front(WTF?!?!). That’s right up front, meaning you will always get the real me being personal,Honest, and Humble because that’s what you all deserve and that’s been my aim since day one.

Without further a due, Let’s Get started.

Gaming Update – So This week I have some things recorded for you and will be released after tomorrow. I am getting an actual microphone tomorrow so everything will be better. The next Tuesday Update will be in May and I have another let’s play game series coming out next month in May which will be The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt. I will be doing more videos as time goes on and will get schedules ready for all you very soon.

Streaming – I plan on doing way more streaming from my PS4 and I will get a streaming schedule ready for all you. So you all will have a much chance of knowing what day and which times I will be streaming. So stay tuned I plan on streaming alot of games and it’s going to be amazing, fun times ahead.

Blogging – I love writing everything for you guys so far and that love grows everyday so I will be doing more and I plan on adding a new Scheduled Daily Post so then you all will have 3 Daily Post to look forward to. I can’t wait to share some new things with you all because I plan on writing a story and I want to involve all you in the story process.

Brand – I plan on starting a fundraiser once the brand get’s more attention and grows more. I have a few T-shirt designs I can’t wait to share with you all as well as a T-Shirt series that will amazing and I can’t wait to share the idea with you all. So go out there and help grow the LotusFamily brand because We are all family here ^.^

Other New’s – I am very excited my Fiancee Candi, is starting school next fall for photography and I am very proud of her for everything she has done for us as well as for taking steps toward her dream. Expect another Very Special Feature in the future with her because it will be an amazing piece and it’s very inspiring and life changing stories that make some of you see what I see in her everyday.

Ok now I want to share something with all of you that I want to leave you all inspired to be a better person and to always keep at it even in the hard times.

Story Time – So one of my sister’s is having a birthday coming up soon and I talked to my father last night. He informed me that he had recently got in touch with Kelsey and had made plan’s to see her on her birthday as well as treat her to a nice dinner. When I talked to him and he told me that felt happiness for him, I also felt amazed because it’s a changing point for him and show’s that he still want’s to become a better person. Which is a great thing knowing one of his brother’s that just past away awhile ago had a hard time moving forward and letting go of the hatred.

I told my dad last night that it’s great he’s trying to reconnect with my sister again and I just encourage him that he was doing the right thing and it’s inspiring because I have told him before plenty of times that it’s never to late to change your life in making it better and that it’s never to late reconnect with someone you love.

Now I don’t think I had that much influence but I would like to think that he started believing in himself and start believing in change by seeing me trying hard to become a better person.

I love everyone I have in my life and if I can help them become a better person just by showing them, well then I know we can all make a difference even if it’s a small one because that small change could someday become a big change that you make in this world.

Remember Your Scar’s can turn into Beauty if you believe it can.

iHawku saying “Have a great day and Remember You always have family here.”


Very Special Feature – 4/27/2015

Very Special Feature

Author: Thomas Thayer aka iHawku

Hello Lotus Familie,

Welcome to a very special feature that I planned for a couple/Friends I know. I had planned this for Saturday and for reason I explained in a earlier post I didn’t get it done so I Decided to do it now and I hope everyone likes it as well as the 2 people I am featuring in it as well.

So without Further a due, I give you the very first special edition of our Feature’s. Hope you all enjoy this as much as I enjoyed writing it.

Jen Collins & Kirti Patel


In this edition, I am happy to be featuring a very inspiring couple as well as a great friends.

I have known Kirti Patel since around middle school/High school. For everyone that knows him, he is a very great friend to have as he supports and helps to fullest to everyone he consider’s his friend. I have to be honest I don’t know much of Jen Collins because unlike most people, I haven’t kept in touch with Kirti and I wish I did because from everything I read about Jen is that she’s an amazing person and helps out everyone she meets. I feel horrible about that because Kirti is a great guy who has found a great woman like Jen Collins who Kirti now says she is his everything, she is the love of his life.

Everyone’s comments about them are so positive and so strong that they, Themselves have inspired many out there that true love is real. In true love is loving someone unconditionally and giving each other your whole heart in return for their’s. That is what exactly what Jen Collins & Kirti Patel have with each other and I for one knows what that feel’s like since I to have found the love of my life. I know what it feels like and it’s great to see others like Jen & Kirti find that true love to inspire others to go out there and find it.

What everyone who read’s this might not know though is Jen Collins was recently diagnosed with myeloid leukemia at age 25. She just recently this month got done with her first round of chemotherapy and might need a bone marrow transplant. My friend Kirti has been by her side every step of the way through all of this and I can’t even imagine how hard this has been for both Jen & Kirti. I have been trying to find ways to help them the best way I can but it’s hard because I am between jobs and I live a couple hours away from them. So I have been posting everything I can to help them and that’s pretty much everything I can do for such a strong couple that I know.

I call them a strong couple for the fact that neither of them have let the situation to get them both down and both have been very positive on the whole thing because trust me when I say it could be very easy for anyone to become very depressed and I know some people have become very depressed with minor situations and what Jen & Kirti are going through is a MAJOR situation.

So I wanted to make this post very special for them as I want to help them stay positive and that all of us in my family are behind them every step of the way.

If anyone would like to help, they have a fundraiser going since Jen has not been to work for almost a whole month and they could really use the help from everyone. So check out the link below, you won’t regret it and share it around if you would as a request from me. Here is the link ——>http://www.youcaring.com/medical-fundraiser/jen-s-medical-fund/329191#.VRdidPKexoY.facebook

So Jen Collins & Kirti Patel, this is for both of you. Who inspire us that true love is real and who inspire to always be strong because you never what life will throw at you.

——————So without further a due, Here’s a Song that should inspire everyone who reads this and I hope it Inspires Jen Collins & Kirti Patel to keep the positive vibe up and that I am truly happy to be standing behind such great people.

Song: I Caught Fire     Artist: The Used

In Closing…….

I would like to end this on the very important message that I want to Inspire you all with. Life is too Short, Never let go of the ones you love because you never know when your last moment with them is coming.

iHawku saying “Have a great day today and Please hug your loved ones & Never let them go. Be safe out there Family. I will catch you all the next time we visit.” ~.^

Sorry 2 all my Lotus Familie

I am truly sorry….

I didn’t get a Saturday Feature done this weekend. I got caught up in trying to promote myself further. I did a live stream and then totally lost track of time and then ended up forgetting all together and I wanted to do something very special for a friend of mine who’s girlfriend is going through treatment for Leukemia and going through some songs to try to find something that both of them will really like and I think I found one but you guys won’t know until later when I write the post.

So anyways I want to say sorry to everyone who supports me and looks at all my blog post.


In Closing….

I am sorry and hope you all forgive me. On Friday, I was kind of discouraged because I work hard for this and started alittle bit after my friend did and I forgot the golden rule of an business in life and that is to not worry what others are doing and not to focus on how well others are doing and how bad your doing because going down that path only keeps making things worst for you and I forgot that this weekend.

This is very hard for me to admit to everyone cause I try to be so positive and I kind of fell in a dark hole this weekend but with the help of the love of my life Candi and some friends. That I just have to keep at it and not worry what everyone else is doing because it’s hard to climb out of that hole once you fall down into it.

So this the first sight of me being at my most personal and I always want to be honest and humble to all of you that support me and Thanks for sticking with me. I appreciate it everyone from the bottom of my heart.

iHawku saying “Have a great morning and hope you all a wonderful week. Be safe my family.”

Tuesday Update – 4/21/2015

Hello #LotusFamilie

I am iHawku, here to bring you a Tuesday Update for 4/21/2015 that you can only find here ~.^

Feeling Refreshed and Renewed……

Today, I am feeling refreshed and renewed because yesterday was one of my first long streams I have ever done. It made me feel great and I am feeling more & more comfortable everyday and with that includes feeling better about editing and making videos as well.

I know I have not been uploading daily but I think now I’m doing better with it and I feel more confident about doing this and I do owe it to my fiancee and the rest of my #LotusFamilie that I consist of Family, Friends and Fans.

I know I just started this Lotus Familie but I wanted to start a brand that would be focused towards all those who believe in me and support me and stand behind me. I made it because I honor family and peace. Family never has to be blood related but rather I think of family of those deep bonds we hold so dearly to us and that’s what this brand is all about.

The Brand #LotusFamilie isn’t just about me but all of us and I consider anyone who read’s these to be apart of this family and apart of me which I honor every single day will honor it every day you all support me.

I will always aim to be a better and greater person and that growth will never stop because to stop growing is to stop living and I love life and all it’s beauty. There may be negative forces in the world and I can’t stop all of that but I can inspire and bring a little ounce of positive force to everyone I can reach and to everyone who are looking for it.

Update on Current State of Content:

I happy to announce that I am working on video’s to bring you all daily and will do a better job of bring content to you all daily.

As we speak, I am rendering a video right now but my computer sucks at rendering lol so it take 2 hours per video to render at 720p and if anyone wants to help me out I can always setup a donation link but that would be all up to you guys so please down below tell me what you guys are hoping to see and if you have anything else you want to say I welcome and encourage to hear from all of you.

Thank You all #LotusFamilie for reading and as always…….

iHawku saying ” Have a Wonderful Night and I will see you later.” ^.^